Telling Noah`s story is so hard for me to do. I love that little man with all my heart. He was born nov.27 2006 and was the sweetest baby ever he was so little and sweet. He had a head full of hair and a warm heart I could already tell. We had already had two other children Taylor and Ryleigh Beth so Noah ws our last one. We took him home and life started a family of five. It was great we had everything down. I could give them all three baths together. I could dress all of the at the same time. Feeding them was all ways fun because we had three difront eaters. I loved bed time thow it was my time. Iwould get every one to sleep and then it was me and Noah! We would rock and watch t.v until he would go to sleep. It was just a few months two to tell the truth and Noah and the other kids got sick I took all of them to the Doc. and he siad the all have RSV and that we would be fine. The didn`t put my baby in the hosp. witch I think that they should have he was so little.but life went on and we went to the beach to see our nana and pap and allie, it was ther that we lost our Noah. The day before Noah died was such a great day we took pic. of his first smile and we went to the bech to take so pic even thought it was so cold at the time it was Feb. but then we went to bed that night andwhen we got up the next morning it was all good the kids got up first and Noah woke up and I told him to lay there for a min and let me get the other two fixed and I would be back. I went back and he was sleeping I thought he would sleep for a few more min so I got in te shower and when I got out to get him up I found my sweet baby Noah so cold and white It crushed my insides to the core. Icalled for my Nana and we tryed everything Itook him the the ER and there was nothing they could do. I held my baby as long as they would let me I called my husband who was 6 hours away from me and told him he cried so bad I thought that Iwas going to die myself. At that moment in my life I never felt so alone. I miss my sweet baby Noah and I hurt everyday that Idid not just get him up the first time but I can not changes what happen and I think that is the hardest part of this
